Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Dusty Mauve




My hydrangeas have turned dry and dusty I love them, I think almost better than when they are bright and fresh. Looking at my flowers I realize that nature takes time and creates a different stage of beauty with it. I need to realize that it is my inner self that matters and the energy I create with love. Time becomes more precious as one gets older and I'm trying hard to make each day count as best I can. Of course I mess up all the time that is life, but I've learned to forgive myself. Forgiving myself was a hard lesson to learn but it has made life so much easier. I quit taking myself so seriously-it was only myself who was beating me up. No one cared about the things that I thought were so important, life has become so much easier the more I have let go of. Fear held me so imprisoned when I was young and I am learning to let fear go. Nothing has killed or even hurt me yet so I'm going to keep moving forward.

7 comments:

  1. Oh I love this post! I need to read this post everyday! I hate how I can beat myself up over the craziest things. I continue to work on this. I'm 45 and still find I struggle with this at times. I also love your beautiful hydrangea. Someday I hope to live somewhere where I can grow them. They are lovely at all stages in life. :-)

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  2. Yes there is an up side of growing older and I believe it is the gift of wisdom.

    This is a lovely post and the photos of your flowers are very beautiful too.

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  3. Lovely post... and hydrangeas...

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  4. Glad you are being good to yourself. There is something to be said for getting older - it does put some things into a more "helpful" perspective.
    Your hydrangeas are soooo gorgeous. I love them most when the colours are faded and muted.

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  5. I completely agree, "life has become so much easier the more I let go of".... YES!! xox

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  6. Love this post and the colors of the hydrangeas are just too delicious...I'm so inspired I'm going to see if I can find a batik to match...and you know how much I agree on your other wise words. Sometimes we are our own worst enemies and if we can just get out of our own way, life becomes much sweeter!

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  7. I saw some beautiful hydrangeas today, but even more spectacular were the red leaves of a shrub behind them, so beautiful in their autumn colours.

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