Yesterday and today have been a struggle. I did not post anything yesterday because I felt I had nothing to say and today I feel the same way. I like to blame it on fighting a cold, yesterday I was in bed at 5pm and slept until this morning. Today I feel fine but am listless and lack enthusiasm for anything. I went to the farmers market, forgot my camera and did not even care. Usually that is a highlight of my week. When I lay down to sleep I am wide awake and feeling guilty that I am not up and doing something. I am afraid this week end has been a total waste. I've looked through some old journal pages trying to get motivated to work but nothing has nudged me. Ever had a day or days like that? I'm sorry to complain so in this post. I thought if I wrote about it maybe something would break loose. I get to go back to work for 3 days starting tomorrow so I'll not be posting as regular so I thought I should say something. I hope you are all having a good weekend, the Lilylovekin house is sort of down and out.