It is a pleasant evening at home, I'm sitting in the backyard listening to the neighbors blue grass band adjusting to being home. We've returned from our camping trip. Success!! We got our spot on the ridge and so I was a happy "camper". Every afternoon we watched a thunderstorm roll in and each evening a beautiful sunset. The next morning would be sunny and clear-it was lovely. I did little journaling this time except to keep my gratitude list. But each day we took little hikes, a couple long drives, and I read alot. I am feeling much better and did much thinking on why I was feeling so poorly. I really did not come up with any thing to profound but any thankful I'm feeling better. All I know is that I'm looking forward to the future with anticipation and not dread and so that is a step in the right direction.